002 ☀ Check In

2012-04-09T08:52:26Z

Well it's been a while since I've written a journal entry on here. I tried to make it more frequent, but nope. Haha, well here's a post reflecting my thoughts at the moment.

Ah. School. I thought this semester was going to be great and less stressful, but I find myself feeling depressed a lot. Two of my friends whom I've thought would have been awesome to have as a fellow classmates turned out to make me feel horrible. Sometimes I feel like they're a better person than me at times.

One of them always talks to the girl next to them. It just makes me feel like I'm a third wheel especially when they talk Spanish to each other. Like hi, I know you enjoy talking to her but what about me? I feel like she doesn't notice me until after class ends. Gah.
Well I found out the other friend is an overachiever. She tells me all the time how she wants As. A-'s are not As. She makes me feel so bad for having the grades i have. Just ugh.

I know comparing myself to others is not really healthy nor does it help, but I can't help doing it. It just plagues my mind.

Tests. Well thanks to crashing at midnight on Thursday totally screwed me over in terms of studying. I was going to study on Friday, but I ended up crashing again. The same story goes for Saturday except I kept taking naps after naps. Body was practically telling me, "SLEEEEEEP GDI!" Sigh.

So basically I'm screwed since the tests are BOTH on tuesday. I mean seriously. I was so close to being lucky and not having the same situation as the first midterm. Though lo and behold, I have Statistics and Human Life Span on the same day. AGAIN.

I... need to focus on Statistics though so I guess I'll glance over Human Life Span. Sob. Once again I still hate statistics. I just can't understand it. I mean try as I might... deciphering the problems I was never good at word problems back in regular math. Sob.

Roleplaying. I'm trying hard not to drop everything I really am. Though it's understandable with school and all. DARN YOU SCHOOL.

Arcanarium - ...I really need to canon review Mayuri so bad. Perhaps in the summer I'll read the Steins;Gate VN.
Asgard - Well I need to tag Shannon around more, but she's happy that more people from Rokkenjima are appearing here. Though she'll still feel depressed in not being strong enough to help people.
Demeleier - ...well crap. I need to stop forgetting about this place. Sob. I'll most likely get either booted or a warning... I really like playing here as well, but... sob... need more cast.
DramaDramaDuck - I love playing Rika here so much. She really opening up to people especially about her situation. Rika will be in Tatarigoroshi-hen now. She'll be in real tears now.
Mayfield - Hayate... GO OUT AND MEET PEOPLE ALREADY. :P Though yeah he's still surprised over Nina not remembering him, but he's trying to make her feel less scared.
Route - Oh Rena, Rena. She needs to defeat the gym leader already... she's still sad about Yuuri and Keiichi leaving, but she's coping. She's trying to catch up to Rika.

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001 ☀ Winter Break

2012-01-25T11:26:48Z

So as I sit here watching "The Wallflower" on Hulu, break has finally ended.

Sigh.

Well it was bound to end eventually. No use dragging it longer. In just a few hours my first class for the spring semester will start and I'm still awake just because I feel the sudden need to start this blog off.

Let's see. So far, I've had the delight to see my friends again. There's still a few more I need to see again, but I've seen the majority! Hopefully I can find friends in my other classes besides Alina ( and Larry. Alvanny may be in my Health Statistics class, but I won't know until Thursday for the time being. Hmm... come to think of it, if Alvanny is in my Stats class the only class I won't know anyone is EdCo. Though I'm sure that the class will help me since it explores other subjects.

Earlier today, I attended a Health Science meeting with Alina that was from 12:30pm to 5pm. Ah. It was so long and so tiring. 12:30pm - 3pm we sat in that huge room and the rest we went to three rooms in another building each for 40 minutes (Internships, Advising, and Getting Involved workshops). They sucked up my energy, but still I learned a lot from the major. It's pretty interesting. I just need to see how the classes are like, hehe.

Ahh, this'll be the first semester in a while that I won't be able to meet up with Hisaam. I miss him so~ Niichan come backkkkkkk~ Though I can wait~ I will majorly glomp/tackle/cling onto him when he comes back from China. kukuku~

In any case, back to Winter Break.

I've accomplished my visual novel & anime goals for this break! So happy~

I read Umineko Chiru EP8: Twilight of the Golden Witch (also Umineko Hane, but I'll count it as part of Umineko), Higurashi Kai EP8: Matsuribayashi-hen, Tsukihime, Katawa Shoujo, Hatoful Boyfriend, and Chaos;Head. If you've seen my plurks/tumblr posts or talked to me at messenger at the time, I would have told you I was reading one of these. So intense; I gather that I spent over 100 hours all together, but that's just my guess. I think if I hadn't finished any of these, I would have started and FINISH the Clannad visual novel. Though, I will save that for another day... perhaps Spring Break?

The next visual novels I need (other than Clannad) to read are Sharin no Kuni, Himawari no Shoujo and G-senjou no Maou. I may go read Kana ~Imouto~ as well, but the others above are in priority. However when the translation for Higanbana no Saku Yoru Ni is released, I'll drop everything and read that. Kyaaa Ryukishi07~ Hmm... though Never7 is may be coming out soon as well so I'll drop everything after Higanbana? Haha, we'll see when the times comes. Ahh~ There's also Forest... thinking of reading that too... and Steins;Gate... Sob. So many visual novels, so little time.

Now as for my anime goal, I have completed about 800 anime on Myanimelist. After my visual novel spree, I got onto the anime bandwagon and marathoned series~ The 800th was Ga-Rei Zero. The ending made me so sad, uguu~ Kaguraaaaa~, Yomiiiii~

So basically I was nearly a hikikomori for the break. I still went outside at times, but... still hehe.

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002 ☀ Check In

001 ☀ Winter Break